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In the Country of Lost Minds

by Acid42

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[Verse 1] With every door bolted down, we shelter in place The fear of the unknown on my face The curtains are all drawn tight, no light in the dark We carry this burden in our heart With all the chaos outside, we quietly hide Away from the gathering storm We stay impossibly still while they shoot to kill Your hand in my hand is warm. [CHORUS 1] Even if our last day is done, you know you are the one always. Even if they pull us apart, you will be in my heart always. [Verse 2] The room is so quiet now, as shots ring out loud Our prayers are rippling through the crowd. We may have run out of time on this finish line; The roll of the die is set. But when I look at your face, I find there's no trace Of sorrow or of regret. [CHORUS 2] Even if they black out the sun, you know you are the one always. Even if the crowds run and hide, I will stay by your side always. Even if this day is our last, I'll take joy in our past, always Even if this song is goodbye, let no tear dim your eye, always Even if our last day is done, you know you are the one, always Even if they pull us apart, You will be in my heart, always
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August children live their lives on backs of gold Warm in comfort while the world outside is cold They never have the time to rest inside their mind They're pushed into the pool unwillingly August children never wade through flooded streets Always ferried place to place on silken sheets But soon enough they grow, no way for time to slow They're ready to invade your industry CHORUS [Who] Who will you decide to be? [Who] When the chips fall, where's your vision? [Where] Where will your story lead? [Who] And what will be the right decision? August children live their lives so carefree While others have to learn to fight on bended knees From shelters they emerge, without a single urge To lift their hands and work unselfishly
3.
Shadow 03:36
I search the pages for the names Of acquaintances who played our games, Looking for some proof that I've not yet passed away. And now the women come and go Speaking of some Michelangelo-- Not the mutant ninja but the painter of memes. I hear the mermaids on their rocks Singing songs of love on their Tik Toks They can't monetize me so they don't sing to me. I nap between my lunch and four. Kids' dismissal time, I'm out the door. But then I remember that they've all moved away. CHORUS Where did the time go? It just ran away from me. Where did the love go? It just sank into the sea. Now there is nothing but the shadow Where your pillow used to be. Where did the time go? It just crept away from me. Where did the love go? You gave up so easily. Now there is nothing but the pictures and The fading memory.
4.
Nevermore 03:55
Whispering certain lies, you're wrapping it in surprise Everything runs in twos, I'm running, running without you Focusing on the sane, I'm trying to limit pain I pretend all is fine, but you were not -- you were never mine [Verse 2] There is no space for me, you live in my mind rent-free Discarding all disguise, you're now revealed as the lord of the flies I can't believe I fell into your circle of hell Split me down to the core, the raven says: "Baby, nevermore." [CODA] The raven says The raven says The raven says: "Baby, nevermore."
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In this moment of peace, you are holding a gun All festivities cease, you're a hero to none You were loving to me, but were spiteful to everyone With one royal decree, you behead all the fun Your emotional fee an unmentionable sum You were precious to me, but you answer to no -- no one CHORUS So we struggle in vain, Never twisting the chain completely Where is this promise of peace? In this liminal space where our souls come and go No one dares show their face, we all go with the flow Yet you once had the grace to protect me from every blow You can't find what you've lost, all hands searching in vain If you learn it's been tossed, the whole kingdom's in pain Never counting the cost, now it's me that you've lost And the cycle begins again CHORUS So we struggle in vain, Never twisting the chain completely Where is this promise of peace? Day by day we collide Till the songs kept inside bleed freely We fall to ground piece by piece. Day by day we collide Till the songs kept inside bleed freely We fall to ground piece by piece.
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Keep them safe in your love; Grant them wings to come back home. There is no one else to guide them, they're all alone Even as they travel through strange lands. Shelter them from the storm; Be their warmth throughout the day. And even as the nightfall comes, may you light their way-- For they are ever in your hands. By your side they travel. On your grace they depend. Be their light in darkness till we meet again. In the desert, you provided manna In the raging storm, you calmed all the waves In their trials, may they find The prayers of the faithful that they left behind Are lifting their burdens from their care. Keep them safe in your love; Grant them wings to come back home. There is no one else to guide them, they're all alone Even as they travel through strange lands. Shelter them from the storm; Be their warmth throughout the day. And even as the nightfall comes, may you light their way-- For they are ever in your hands. By your side they travel. On your grace they depend. Be their light in darkness till we meet again.

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How do you know you’re living in the country of lost minds? When everything is topsy-turvy and inside out. When you find the love of your life while in a life threatening experience. When relationships fall from bliss into constant conflict. When you realize the best days are over, the children have moved away, and death becomes a very real possibility.

Every year that March rolls around, I force myself to finish tracks and release them to the world as a way to honor the passing of my dad who died from lung cancer on March 21st, 2021. It’s also a personal reminder that if I don’t record and release these tracks, the music will fade away on a notebook in a dusty shelf. This year’s fresh new collection, In the Country of Lost Minds, features six songs tackling death, children, aging, school violence, toxicity, bitterness, and yet through it all is a prayer for the safety of loved ones. I wrote the lyrics from equal parts of sadness, disdain, and just pure manic joy. Welcome back to the neon-hued land of 1980s synthscapes and new romanticism.

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released March 18, 2024

All music, production, and lyrics by Lionel Zivan Valdellon.

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Synthwave that smells like the past. Ethnotronic downtempo that reeks of the future. Enhanced with percussion and Philippine nutrients for a complete sensory experience.

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